when everything goes wrong.

When everything goes wrong, what are you meant to do? Are you meant to stay and fight? Or are you meant to just sit and cry about it all until it some how all goes away? 

Cause right now I’m sat typing to people I don’t even know rather than telling those who are close to me what’s going on. To be completely honest that’s meanly because I don’t know myself what’s going on. I feel so lost, as though I don’t belong as though nothing I do is ever good enough. I feel like everyone I know is cutting me of. As though I’m not wanted those who once said they will be here for me always are no where to be seen. 

Its like your lost in another world while everyone else is just carrying on with everything. But out of this all, what hurts the most is the fact that I don’t know if the guy I love will end up hating who I become. What if..? I’m not going in to that question because then I will be on a right typing fest.. (I don’t know either) but I guess what im trying to say is..

I don’t know what I want yet, and I don’t know who I really am. But I guess as things go on I will.. hopefully, for now I’m going back in to the real world.. 

Xoxo

Leah, c u soon

Xoxo

reintroducing myself...

As you can see i have deleted all my blogs, and well thats because they involved other people, they said some things about my past that I choice I no longer want on here, and they also mentioned a person I named A.. and well that had some difficulties with people who I no longer talk to and I am happy to no longer have in my life, so from now on this is my blog and it will be about me and me only, yes sometimes I will mention other people but im not having them as the main people, because it coursed a lot of shit, and im not down for that.

So welcome, to my blog, who am I? you may ask, I'm Leah, a photography student from stafford college, currently 16 years old and happy with life. So if you think you may enjoy some of my blogs then please stick around, if not then dont read them, I dont mind. Some may be long, some may be short, I may rant about trains alot, so you have been warned... sorry... I also may do some reviews on different stuff.. Most likely books but I will explain that later.. (book buying.. kinda my thing..) but for now, thats all I really need to say.. 

so for now... 

byeee 

Leah xoxo